I wish I was a teddy bear, that lay upon your bed, so everytime you cuddled it, you cuddled me instead.
today i start my one week vacay, but as of now, im here taking care of my dad :/ it breaks my heart so much seeing him like this, i hate it so much when he keeps telling me that he cant take anymore and he can die at anytime! I just wish my dad can stop enduring the pain he is in!!! seeing him like this and I can only do so much makes me feel so helpless:( the only thing I can do is pray so much and just have faith in god to him with the things he is in! god please help him! please let him stay longer in my life! will never endure the pain when he is gone! that’s all I ask of you! please grant me this wish and i will never ask anything!
Inner thoughts
Sometimes i just wanna give up, but i know i got to stay strong!! I guess just this stupid thing i have just a pain!! There are just some nights that i think i might wake up the next morning:/ but i guess if that happens it just part of life right? Idk! Why im thinking something like this! I just had very rough day:/ sometime i also think what if this is what god wants for all the sins i have committed:( if it is it cant be help…sigh..well god know what’s best for every human being in this world, so i just have to faith on this road he put me in and just enjoy as long as i can!! Well just random thoughts for the night before i hit the hay!
An 87 Year Old College Student Named Rose
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn’t already know.
I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned round to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me
with a smile that lit up her entire being.
She said, “Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I’m eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?”
I laughed and enthusiastically responded, “Of course you may!” and she gave me a giant squeeze.
“Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?” I asked.
She jokingly replied, “I’m here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids…”
“No seriously,” I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age.
“I always dreamed of having a college education and now I’m getting one!” she told me.
After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake.We became instant friends. Every day for the
next three months, we would leave class together and talk nonstop. I was always mesmerized listening to this “time machine”
as she shared her wisdom and experience with me.
Over the course of the year, Rose became a campus icon and she easily made friends wherever she went. She loved to dress up and
she reveled in the attention bestowed upon her from the other students. She was living it up.
At the end of the semester we invited Rose to speak at our football banquet. I’ll never forget what she taught us. She was
introduced and stepped up to the podium.
As she began to deliver her prepared speech, she dropped her three by five cards on the floor. Frustrated and a little embarrassed she leaned into the microphone and simply said, “I’m sorry I’m so jittery. I gave up beer for Lent and this whiskey is killing me! I’ll never get my speech back in order so let me just tell
you what I know.”
As we laughed she cleared her throat and began, “We do not stop playing because we are old; we grow old because we stop
playing. There are only four secrets to staying young, being happy, and achieving success. You have to laugh and find humor every day.
You’ve got to have a dream. When you lose your dreams, you die.
We have so many people walking around who are dead and don’t even know it!There is a huge difference between growing
older and growing up.
If you are nineteen years old and lie in bed for one full year and don’t do one productive thing, you will turn twenty years old.
If I am eighty-seven years old and stay in bed for a year and never do anything I will turn eighty-eight.
Anybody can grow older. That doesn’t take any talent or ability. The idea is to grow up by always finding opportunity in change.
Have no regrets.
The elderly usually don’t have regrets for what we did, but rather for things we did not do. The only people who fear death are those
with regrets.”
She concluded her speech by courageously singing “The Rose.”
She challenged each of us to study the lyrics and live them out in our daily lives.
At the year’s end Rose finished the college degree she had begun all those years ago. One week after graduation Rose died
peacefully in her sleep.
Over two thousand college students attended her funeral in tribute to the wonderful woman who taught by example that it’s
never too late to be all you can possibly be .When you finish reading this, please send this peaceful word of advice to your friends and family, they’ll really enjoy it!
These words have been passed along in loving memory of ROSE.
REMEMBER, GROWING OLDER IS MANDATORY. GROWING UP IS
OPTIONAL.
We make a Living by what we get, We make a Life by what we give.This makes me want to cry. :’)
Dayum. What an inspiration; may she rest in peace knowing how much of a legacy she’s left. God bless her <3
Random thoughts
I guess no matter who i will end up being with now, this feelings just wont fade that easy, ive tried so many times to let go and just move on, but for some reason im happy that im not moving on, sooo yeah, im done bye! Lol




